ladyofavalon77 | Tears of hope run down my skin... (Reply)

Just a snippet from the Josh Groban concert I saw...on TV *giggles* Though I'd love to see him live...hopefully he'll perform down south one of these days :) I caught the tail end but he is just the perfect song writer for Martha/Charles because it's always about impossible relationships. I need post more of his lyrics on my journal :)

Well, on to real life matters....it seems that the marine that my friends want to set me up with is quite handsome and has a well built bod. I'm a little offput because I don't count myself as attractive...cute and adorable sometimes but definitely not hot. I'm not chubby, kind of thin with a little butt and a waist that kind of puffs out but not too noticeably with layers. However, this guy is a real looker and I don't want him to be disappointed. Fortunately, it's one meal and it will be the second date of my life (I'm 25 and thought it was about time I went out again hehe). And it's safe because I'm at home and there would be repercussions from my family should anything happen. I don't think I'd try this if I was staying alone. Wish me luck!

Well, House was trumped by American Idol and that makes me mad...I remember seeing the preview talking about three weeks or something but I wanted something to watch tonight. Therefore, I viewed CSI: Miami on Inner Tube...for free!!

In episode 5.16 ("Broken Home"), the team investigates a murder where both parents of the babysitter are found dead at the home where she is watching the kid. One lie leads to another as they unravel a warped love triangle where one boy is sleeping with the daughter AND the mother. However, what held my attention was Nick's return to work and how he made a HUGE mistake his first day back, almost ruining the whole case. He's still not back to 100% and it's very sad :( Horatio had a beautiful scene with one young lady who recovered her mom's cherished bracelet and formed an instant connection with the older detective. They shared some significant looks that would mean something if both were the same age...for now I take it as nothing but friendship :)

And then there was Josh....And no! I don't mean Josh Bauer hehe.

I had never seen him in concert and was taken back by how casual he actually looks in person. I like how he's very upfront with how he feels and is just a regular guy who just happens to have an amazing voice. My timing couldn't be better as he was singing "Caruso" Oh the way the music soars and his voice rises higher and higher. The pain can be heard across the notes so clearly and I was once again reminded of the Logan marriage and all that was lost :( I love the old operas...they really feel the loss of a ship. Then he ended with a song called "Remember When It Rained" and I about died. This song SO fits Logan during his current state of mind. I mean check out these lyrics!

Wash away the thoughts inside
That keep my mind away from you.
No more love and no more pride
And thoughts are all I have to do.

Ohhhhhh Remember when it rained.
Felt the ground and looked up high
And called your name.
Ohhhhhh Remember when it rained.
In the darkness I remain.

Tears of hope run down my skin.
Tears for you that will not dry.
They magnify the one within
And let the outside slowly die.

Ohhhhhh Remember when it rained.
I felt the ground and looked up high
And called your name.
Ohhhhhh Remember when it rained.
In the water I remain
Running down
Running down
Running down
Running down
Running down
Running down
Running down

I love Josh Groban!! I really do! Oh I backdated ALOT so look to yesterday's post for squeeeeeeeing and such :D Here's a poem since it's Tuesday! I'll leave it up to your own interpretation :) Let's just say it mirrors my thoughts on why I love Charles Logan :)